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| FUCKIN SHIT |
[01 Mar 2005|09:32pm] |
Ok Im not even gonna write a big entry
I dont wanna talk about it
But last night my mom got a phone call from her friend (who is also our superintendents secretary), and not only cuz she is her friend but my mom is a member of the school board... anyway...
Trevor... fuckin eh... died in a snowmobiling accident.
For the people that dont know me or him, he's a kid in my class. and that doesnt sound like a OMG he was my friend how can this happen? but its like, my class has 37 kids. So its like... we all have grown up together and its not like we all completely hate eachother... and Trevor used to piss me off when we were younger, but its like... ugh
And Jason... hes a grade below me... was sent to Westchester this morning and has no recollection of the accident, and I guess his face is really messed up and his arm is broken and...
there is no traces of the snowmobiles
And Brian Casey was there... and found them and he's messed up in the head now...
Ugh... just UGH!
And then I have to deal with people asking if I want to talk... IF I wanted to talk... THEN I woulda asked to talk! Im done with this... done with people dying and me crying about it. Im just done. And MAYBE if I dont think about it long enough, it will go away.
AND for those people that say... well u didnt really know him... NO I didnt. But I DID see him everyday, he DID make me laugh, and when u know someone for 12 years, u kinda do have a little attatchment to them..
I know that Im ready to leave, and leave these people behind... but not like this
sooo...
R.I.P.
Trevor
We'll miss you.
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[10 Feb 2005|04:52pm] |
Im still really tired but I'll go from the begining
So I get to school today and see Kaitlen who is having a very rough time so I walk with her to talk to her and we go into the school and blah blah blah... end up sittin outside of 1st block cuz our teacher didnt show up ontime... so at like 8:20 Tighe came and opened the class for us and had Housekeeper watch us till Schmidt came.
Ugh
and...
****since this is my public journal I guess I should watch what I say, but if you want the full story check out my F.O. or ask me****
People cant take a hint and Kaitlen hates her and she hates kaitlen and yadda yadda yadda... well Kaitlen (in her angry, upset state) pretty much starts bashin her but not sayin outright I HATE YOU WHY DONT YOU GO AWAY!!!!!!
So this person went to our principal (Tighe) and cried I guess...
*fast forward*
Lunch: We (Me Kaitlen Jess Alicia) are sittin in the lounge eating lunch and we are then threatened to be put in the hospital (the detailed version in my F.O.) all I Can say is "quite ammusing" and the best comeback EVER "Circus Freak" hahahhahhahahahahahahaaaa
so we told Tighe we "feared for our safety" and all that nice stuff... it was funny, but Im sure you had to be there, and I called my mommy and told her, cuz I felt that she needed to know when her daughters life could be in danger.
And then I dont remember much of the day, Im really tired
but me and kaitlen are gonna sing For Good (from Wicked) as a duet for graduation :-D
ok so thats it...
-*Allison
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[05 Feb 2005|12:26am] |
I <3 Him
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[02 Feb 2005|06:16pm] |
Ok well Im tryin to remember what I put in my F.O. journal that I think didnt save. lol.
WELL! This week started the new semester. Our School has block scheduling.
A block-English Comp or Public Speaking- alt. everyother day an hour and a half long, college credits
B block- English 12-hour and a half long
CD block- LUNCH! yay!
EFG block- Study Hall- 45 min
HIJ block- Gym or Chorus- alt everyother day, 45 min
K block- Accounting- hour and a half long
Its not TOO bad but Im so lazy.
Accounting... I like the course, I HATE the class, I just wanna GAH!
W.e I dont wanna complain too much, but it sure as hell would be nice to take a personal day lol.
Considering I CANT sleep in cuz if we are more than 5 min late for A block, thats half an absense. and if u have 3 absenses then u dont get credit or some shit.
grrrr
But I cant just hang around and do nothing... gotta get ready to graduate and go to... dun dun dunnnn COLLEGE
Ugh.
Just so much shit that I dont wanna deal with. and Im cranky.
and not to mention the musical... ugh, I love it, and its like Im just too moody to wanna do it. eh, gimme a week to adjust.
Ok well now Im gonna go be girly, and wonder what my mexican boyfriend is doin, and how hes makin out at work with the meds hes on... :-/ hope everything is ok... hehe I <3 Him :-D yup yup.
Ok goin now....
-*Allison*-
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| LalaALlaLalaa |
[30 Jan 2005|12:40am] |
Updating my public journal. Not a lot to write, well I could actually recap the past few months but that seems stupid.
Ummm Im kinda angry right now and I dont wanna really write about it till I talk to the person.
WoOoOt WooOot Guess what?! Ive been with my uberdork for more than 6 months now. hehehe
and MOVIE NIGHT tomorrow... yay I <3 my uberdork.
ok well Im gonna try to start keeping up with this journal aswell as my Friends Only one. Im tryin to remember why I started both of them, and I have to remind myself that sometimes I dont want ppl to see what I write... I dunno...
but Im gonna try to update both of them more often, and its funny how I say that and now Im not gonna update my F.O.
whateva.
<3
(![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lilscreemochick)- Friends Only
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| whoooo! An Update! |
[17 Aug 2004|02:02pm] |
Maybe I should update this some more!
Maybe
if I feel like it... I always forget. I rarely update my Friends Only... meh w/e
lalalala This Summer Has Rocked... except for Run ins with Cops and my mom.
Been working and thats not bad at all cuz Im finally not getting treated COMPLETELY Like Shit.... just semi right?
Cuz god forbid ur treated like an equal!
OH! Me and Emily are goin to see Breaking Benjamin! Whooooo!
8 days!
YAH!
ok I think Im done
<3 Ally
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[11 May 2004|10:35pm] |
ok well something I didnt report on: Solo Fest- was friday and I got a 96 on my solo whoooooo!
The past 2 days we had quiz bowl @ SW which was cool but we lost each time ha! We're stupid- what can I say? Well actually those other teams were like Quiz Bowl Nazis!
And today was cool cuz I got to see lotsa ppl at SW! I should go to school there... they like me more than the ppl at my school...
Hmmmm what else..... I dunno
I forget
Thats not good
hmmmmmm oh! me and Auba went to the Roscoe Boys Baseball game- welllll I guess it was cancelled lol
We wanted to see James so we called his house and his mom said he was mowing the lawn so we drove around roscoe lookin for a kid mowing the lawn lol! We found him too!!!!! hahahahahaa
and I think thats it for now
oh yeah
Im a screw up
oh well
<3
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| fun fun |
[11 May 2004|06:26pm] |
Ok so this is what I did, I took all the songs that I have on my computer and put them into a playlist, put it on shuffle and took lyrics from the first 20 songs... now you get to guess what songs they are... have fun!!!!! :)
( take a peek )
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| Hmmm what I did Last nite |
[09 May 2004|08:24am] |
Last nite was SW Prom and Anatalia was the Kindergarten attendant and she issss sooooooooo cute
Sooo me and Em D. went to Mandas Prom to see her, Anatalia, Emily, and Davied and various other people that I know from SW.
Sooo we get there and I completely crashed the prom, around 11ish me and Anatalia just walked in lol
And I was dressed very nicely with my big boobs.
Saw Tom- who was looking very good and did some Jackson dancing and made me laugh... a lot... lol
Scott HA! Scott won best dressed male or sumthing. But he did look REALLY Good... he did come over to say hi which was nice.
Saw Marc :) and he didnt spike his hair which made me happy
Ok Im gonna write everything else quickly cuz Mom is bitching and its waaaaaaay too early to bitch at me...
I went to Amandas afterwards and got... drunk.... and other stuff
David is funny when he is drunk- I dont know why everyone was so angry? Why all the violence?! And then They were tryin to get him to drink water and when I told him to eat a pretzle I got yelled at soooooo fuck them... I know what ur supposed to do when drunk! EAT PRETZLES TO ABSORB THE FUCKING ACHOHOL! BAH!
And Im still kinda messed up now
oooops
I was the first to fall asleep I think
I'll try writing again later to give more details
Brian is supposed to call me tonight
yay
<3
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[06 May 2004|06:07pm] |
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Ok so Yesterday was stupid... school at least...
I went to reherse with Stowe (chorul director) after school and Kent was there... then Jon showed up... so it looks really weird when Im surrounded by guys
Well anyway we went to Drama after that which was... Drama...
Fuckin Kent... Dana asked him something along the lines of before or after? and Kent's like Before what? Before she dumped me? oh wait Before she left me brutaly to die?!
Im sick of his shit and him making me feel bad, and I told him that too... I dunno what Im gonna do with me and him.. I just dont wanna be fighting but that seems to be all we do...
today:
me and Jon and Ryan hung out after school while I practiced my solo... which BTW is tomorrow...
then me and Jon skipped Drama cuz they didnt need us and I said I wasnt feelin good and we came back to my house and watched part of Kill Bill V1. and then I took him home and now Im sitting here...
I was supposed to talk to Sam today :-/ for the past week he's been like "I need to talk to u. but it has to be face to face" and he hasnt said anything and I just wish he would come out with it! I mean what the hell is so important u need to tell me to my face but when time gets there u cant remember?!
Im just sooooo BAH!
ok done now....
<3 Ally
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[05 May 2004|11:51am] |
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Im in school right now and it sucks cuz I dont wanna be and... i dunno I dont like it...
I have solo rehersal 3-? and drama from 4-6 today and kent is gonna be there... and i dunno... I wanna hang out with him but I hope this wont be weird...
I got prom pics today and yesterday... why do they all suck??
ok I'll write more later....
<3 Ally
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[04 May 2004|09:46pm] |
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testing.................
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[04 May 2004|09:30pm] |
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Ok so this is my new Public Journal so I can make my Friends Only VERY private... my old sn is lilscreemochick and if u werent on the friends list before then u prolly wont get added on, Im sorry, Im just gonna use that one for REALLY private thoughts... sorry
<3
Just testing
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